Wake up in furious due to Sharon `Si beh` Smelly hair lotion or what the bloody hell is that i have no IDEA!!! I WAS In FURIOUS cause been force to wake up when i smell that make me can't breath!!! For those who know me well know that i got some sensitive problem or allergy with my nose!
YES, I use to SNORE when i was sleep! so don't ask me are you snoring? or what
i hate when ppl say that behind ME! I AM JUST SNORED SO WHAT??? if u feel i am disturbing can't you just cut ur ears? or need a ear plug? I DON't CARE~
WELL...............that stupid idiot smell really make me breathless and i sleep at 5.++ something last night thats why i feel so furious when i wake up!!!
FEEl like BANG the door and Throw her things out from my ROOM!!! BLOODY SMELL......
i hate that!!! cause everytime when i smell those smell, its make me breathless and make me feel hot inside my body when i breath like when i am in SICK!!!
If i smell the smoke from cigarette got the same affect!! thats why i "HATE the smell!
Well, after that, i continue my sleep and hiding myself inside my duvet! to prevent
the smelly smell not come into my duvet x.x
Then she went out to school, when i was awake again, its 4 something x.x
I am really starving MAN.........didn't take any foods during this time!
but i a waiting for sharon's curry cause she said she gonna cook curry for us! LOL
Well.........The curry taste nice actually, i love chicken! haha
Surprisingly found out the `bread skin` donno what it's called when i make it hot, the taste js like roti canai!!! COOl.........i love it i love it~~~~
End up with curry for dinner........then blogging now~
Hmm...thinking what we gonna have for tomorrow dinner? hehe
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
Improving...
Due to the reminding by S, she said, hey both of u didn't update ur blogs for ages!
In my mind, oh yeah, been ages didn't come into blog cause lazy to blogging! haha
Is this consider as a good excuses? With the happening months, there are so much things happen! Troublesome? happiness? moody? Anger? Ain't all this life is meaningless?
May be you will say in this way, but NAH!!!! Without this, we can't GROW~
Let's recall.......hmmmmmpppppppppp
When i was young............
Now, i found that i have changed a lot!!! May be i don't need someone to judge or
make conclusion for me but I KNOW, I HAVE CHANGED! i am trying my best to change!
Like,what i say, if God create us in Unique why do we need to change? But no......
We can't take this reason as an excuse and kick all the righteousness away, like strike down a boat in mandarin if i have not mistaken!
I change because i want to throw away the bad habit, i want to live more like Jesus.
While God always give me strength and wisdom to guide me! Thanks lord for that
Also, i learn to not bother, not bother so much, so i can let it go~
Before, i use to keep everything in my heart, but i know its not a good way!
Cause i always spread it out for certainly people only, for those who know me well.
yeah, i am always in this way, slowly, i found out i am quite in toward myself.
This is really bad huh? this make me have less friends.
I m trying to improving. trying to learn, as what i set this goal for myself this year. I listen to others quietly and i think wisely with my brain then i make a
conclusion, before, i use to say something brainless? i think i am, talk something
too fast when i am in anger and now i try to control it!
Thanks God who always be with me, always lead me and grow me in my path!
I do appreciated. but one, i still can't manage to follow up is reading the bible.
I will try, really....try to start reading the bible for not going so far away from GOD.
I don't know what i am writing now, if you could understand me then thats good
for those who don't understand i am sorry about that =x
may be i am writing something doesn't make sense but hope it would be a good chance
to share with all my friends ^^
In my mind, oh yeah, been ages didn't come into blog cause lazy to blogging! haha
Is this consider as a good excuses? With the happening months, there are so much things happen! Troublesome? happiness? moody? Anger? Ain't all this life is meaningless?
May be you will say in this way, but NAH!!!! Without this, we can't GROW~
Let's recall.......hmmmmmpppppppppp
When i was young............
Now, i found that i have changed a lot!!! May be i don't need someone to judge or
make conclusion for me but I KNOW, I HAVE CHANGED! i am trying my best to change!
Like,what i say, if God create us in Unique why do we need to change? But no......
We can't take this reason as an excuse and kick all the righteousness away, like strike down a boat in mandarin if i have not mistaken!
I change because i want to throw away the bad habit, i want to live more like Jesus.
While God always give me strength and wisdom to guide me! Thanks lord for that
Also, i learn to not bother, not bother so much, so i can let it go~
Before, i use to keep everything in my heart, but i know its not a good way!
Cause i always spread it out for certainly people only, for those who know me well.
yeah, i am always in this way, slowly, i found out i am quite in toward myself.
This is really bad huh? this make me have less friends.
I m trying to improving. trying to learn, as what i set this goal for myself this year. I listen to others quietly and i think wisely with my brain then i make a
conclusion, before, i use to say something brainless? i think i am, talk something
too fast when i am in anger and now i try to control it!
Thanks God who always be with me, always lead me and grow me in my path!
I do appreciated. but one, i still can't manage to follow up is reading the bible.
I will try, really....try to start reading the bible for not going so far away from GOD.
I don't know what i am writing now, if you could understand me then thats good
for those who don't understand i am sorry about that =x
may be i am writing something doesn't make sense but hope it would be a good chance
to share with all my friends ^^
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
Tiring like a dead fish........
It's long long ago from my last post...
I am not really in mood to typing for last few months, everytime when i try to type
something but always end up with blank!!!
I do feel depress, happy, sad, last few weeks.
And i started miss Sibu's moment... how terrible can you image? Just a month....
OMG!!! NO Way, i gonna stop myself from missing those moment this make me suffer!
Finally, i start my class as well... What i can say, it's boring like hell
Dad was right, this is really my last last chance!!!
I am trying to upgrade myself...really!!! i mean like knowledge? or life?
Anyways... i hope its gonna work!!!
Well.....Today i am really tired and happy tot, cause was cooking 5 dishes alone only by myself!!! Where is P??? actually, she is busy to tidy up the living room, so i force to manage everything by myself! Cool, as last, i have ready with 5 dishes. Hopefully everyone enjoy the foods, chitchating and the stupid games!
Feel like gathering getting boring without bunch of monkeys for examples, Eiyen, Eijing, Ahlung!!! lolsss... U know why? Cause they always get involved in and then end up with dry laugh! hahaha.......It's FUNNY MAN
As long as its funny for me...lalala
Really need to pass my exam! my exam! sigh.....
i feel hopeless with it but i can do nothing beside facing it
i hope can draw nearer to God, and i wanna try to change myself
i really don't care whether i can change u into other mind or not! But as least, i am
trying to change myself!!!
What i can do is js bless and pray for u!
Hope u fine thr............
x.x TIRED
Night....
I am not really in mood to typing for last few months, everytime when i try to type
something but always end up with blank!!!
I do feel depress, happy, sad, last few weeks.
And i started miss Sibu's moment... how terrible can you image? Just a month....
OMG!!! NO Way, i gonna stop myself from missing those moment this make me suffer!
Finally, i start my class as well... What i can say, it's boring like hell
Dad was right, this is really my last last chance!!!
I am trying to upgrade myself...really!!! i mean like knowledge? or life?
Anyways... i hope its gonna work!!!
Well.....Today i am really tired and happy tot, cause was cooking 5 dishes alone only by myself!!! Where is P??? actually, she is busy to tidy up the living room, so i force to manage everything by myself! Cool, as last, i have ready with 5 dishes. Hopefully everyone enjoy the foods, chitchating and the stupid games!
Feel like gathering getting boring without bunch of monkeys for examples, Eiyen, Eijing, Ahlung!!! lolsss... U know why? Cause they always get involved in and then end up with dry laugh! hahaha.......It's FUNNY MAN
As long as its funny for me...lalala
Really need to pass my exam! my exam! sigh.....
i feel hopeless with it but i can do nothing beside facing it
i hope can draw nearer to God, and i wanna try to change myself
i really don't care whether i can change u into other mind or not! But as least, i am
trying to change myself!!!
What i can do is js bless and pray for u!
Hope u fine thr............
x.x TIRED
Night....
Saturday, 12 September 2009
Feelings when i am reaching UK.....
Da 1st day when i reach Newcastle, S is leaving now to stay in the homestay!
Well, although i knew it, but when she is leaving i feel kinda sad! And also the
feeling is just in time to appear at da time! Gosh.......
My heart is like press by the stone, i feel suffer! BREATHLESS!
I didn't have chance to walk in and even say Hello to her guardian since
Shirly said, let's go~ i feel bad about that, i don't know what should i answer at
that time, should i say, wait? (cause S don't even got a number, i can't call her!
And i don't know whether she is good over there or not!)or i should go in her house and have a tea 1st? its blank inside my mind, and i just sit back into the car~
Shirly drove away, then she said, everything was changed!
Tears, is rolling inside my eyes~ i feel bad! why everyone is Gone?
After i reach home, i saw Peony! She said she is happy cause finally i've back,
She is not more alone in da house~ But for me......i am still alone!
Cause S is not with me, and P is not back yet!
I feel a bit comfort cause P is coming back, and also i got P to talk to!
However, who knows~ P is back..................
Wuhoo, should i be happy with that? The answer is NO!!!
Although P is back, her cousin is with her. Of course i welcoming them to stay here
but P never care about us! She is busy? busy with her cousin!
Well......or i should never care about that? i feel disappoint ....
Now, its real! Everything is changed~ my flatmates, only foods never changed
Day after day, i feel its grow more conflicts!
May be we know but we never say it out~
However, i don't really like to make more conflicts so i am hiding it. try to tolerance hope it might bring peace~
Now, i actually feel that, i need to grow up!
I don't really need to care much, what's the point to teach other?
I have no right to do that! Also, others never listen to you as well
So now, i am trying to bear and i know God will lead me!
thank you Lord who puts someone beside me, which i can asked for help
and talk to when i am mad......he can pull me down!
I believe i can do better after that!
Thanks God for his Love which endures forever.
Well, although i knew it, but when she is leaving i feel kinda sad! And also the
feeling is just in time to appear at da time! Gosh.......
My heart is like press by the stone, i feel suffer! BREATHLESS!
I didn't have chance to walk in and even say Hello to her guardian since
Shirly said, let's go~ i feel bad about that, i don't know what should i answer at
that time, should i say, wait? (cause S don't even got a number, i can't call her!
And i don't know whether she is good over there or not!)or i should go in her house and have a tea 1st? its blank inside my mind, and i just sit back into the car~
Shirly drove away, then she said, everything was changed!
Tears, is rolling inside my eyes~ i feel bad! why everyone is Gone?
After i reach home, i saw Peony! She said she is happy cause finally i've back,
She is not more alone in da house~ But for me......i am still alone!
Cause S is not with me, and P is not back yet!
I feel a bit comfort cause P is coming back, and also i got P to talk to!
However, who knows~ P is back..................
Wuhoo, should i be happy with that? The answer is NO!!!
Although P is back, her cousin is with her. Of course i welcoming them to stay here
but P never care about us! She is busy? busy with her cousin!
Well......or i should never care about that? i feel disappoint ....
Now, its real! Everything is changed~ my flatmates, only foods never changed
Day after day, i feel its grow more conflicts!
May be we know but we never say it out~
However, i don't really like to make more conflicts so i am hiding it. try to tolerance hope it might bring peace~
Now, i actually feel that, i need to grow up!
I don't really need to care much, what's the point to teach other?
I have no right to do that! Also, others never listen to you as well
So now, i am trying to bear and i know God will lead me!
thank you Lord who puts someone beside me, which i can asked for help
and talk to when i am mad......he can pull me down!
I believe i can do better after that!
Thanks God for his Love which endures forever.
Friday, 28 August 2009
Updated with some of my pictures ^-^
Hehe.........heres my pictures,
very long didn't update my blog due to my laziness lols....
Also, having busy day? or i dont know~ as long as i din't come to blog so long
Feel like to update with some of my pics, aha~ here you go
Going back to Uk very soon...gonna miss da time in sibu!!!
Tata.....................
boring x.x
very long didn't update my blog due to my laziness lols....
Also, having busy day? or i dont know~ as long as i din't come to blog so long
Feel like to update with some of my pics, aha~ here you go
Going back to Uk very soon...gonna miss da time in sibu!!!
Tata.....................
boring x.x
Monday, 3 August 2009
Good Bye Emotion....
Teehee.............
Good bye Emotion ?!?!? = ="
That's mean i am gonna say byebye to emotion!
Cause i am and don't want to be like others~As always thinking that i am
such an emotion! Well, i wanna throw my emotion away!
I don't wanna be emotion! Well, may be u can say it hard!
However, i can tell you! Emotion, is not always follow you but you yourself
is always find emotion so make you feel so emotion, got wat i mean?
LOL....i think its all about your mind, your thinking! Thats why feel emotion...
Aha... i do feel emotion as well, very often? sometimes? always? i don't really remember, as long as...i am quit!
Doesn't mean that i will never feel emotion or upset in coming times
but i do try to get away from those emotion staff, make myself happy but not because of others or something that can bother me or mess up my mind
i just wanna get rid from that, see........I am happy now!
Yoohoo~ Pull myself out from the tricky, suffering, tough! cause i dont wanna to
have it and be with it!!!
Soon.......very soon, i need to be really really get into this social!
Get into this world.......
i still need to face a lots of difference people, difference attitude, difference personality and so on...... i don't think i can handle this well!
But i would love to try......
may be there is a smile on face, but who knows what was behind them?
I heard a pastor said, human is the most dangerous animals in this world,
Cause we never know what people thinking whoever beside us? Will he/she be loyal to you? Never never guess about that, cause this may pull u down!
Even dog can be good friend with human, dog can be loyal to human.
thats why, sometimes human rather talk to a dog compare to the human!
May be not dog, a cat? a hamster? a rabbit? ...........
=)
MAke your brain roll!
Start thinking now, start recall now!
What, why, where, when........
mind is start working now~
Everything is just go through your mind....
and things will changed difference !!!
Good bye Emotion ?!?!? = ="
That's mean i am gonna say byebye to emotion!
Cause i am and don't want to be like others~As always thinking that i am
such an emotion! Well, i wanna throw my emotion away!
I don't wanna be emotion! Well, may be u can say it hard!
However, i can tell you! Emotion, is not always follow you but you yourself
is always find emotion so make you feel so emotion, got wat i mean?
LOL....i think its all about your mind, your thinking! Thats why feel emotion...
Aha... i do feel emotion as well, very often? sometimes? always? i don't really remember, as long as...i am quit!
Doesn't mean that i will never feel emotion or upset in coming times
but i do try to get away from those emotion staff, make myself happy but not because of others or something that can bother me or mess up my mind
i just wanna get rid from that, see........I am happy now!
Yoohoo~ Pull myself out from the tricky, suffering, tough! cause i dont wanna to
have it and be with it!!!
Soon.......very soon, i need to be really really get into this social!
Get into this world.......
i still need to face a lots of difference people, difference attitude, difference personality and so on...... i don't think i can handle this well!
But i would love to try......
may be there is a smile on face, but who knows what was behind them?
I heard a pastor said, human is the most dangerous animals in this world,
Cause we never know what people thinking whoever beside us? Will he/she be loyal to you? Never never guess about that, cause this may pull u down!
Even dog can be good friend with human, dog can be loyal to human.
thats why, sometimes human rather talk to a dog compare to the human!
May be not dog, a cat? a hamster? a rabbit? ...........
=)
MAke your brain roll!
Start thinking now, start recall now!
What, why, where, when........
mind is start working now~
Everything is just go through your mind....
and things will changed difference !!!
Saturday, 1 August 2009
Day after day~
Have been suffering with the sunburn since come back from KK......
I got really serious sunburn x.x After reach sibu, i go to clinic directly,
and the doctor said it's quite serious, like being pour by the hot water! LOL
i don't know i want to laugh or cry when i heard that!
All in all, i got the medicine and then dad fetch us home.
I can't even sleep well with the sunburn cause its really pain.
What i want to say the KK trip is really awesome! I am great to have this trip during
my summer holidays~
Well, i really miss those moment while in KK......The relationship was peace
everyone is happy going on! we have fun and jokes with each other without worrying
whether she/he is hurting or not? or i can say.....we just say whatever we want~
Also, this is quite bad to make decision as everyone is so cincai! LOL
Cause this is what a nice personality called AS! well......thats why i really love
i really really love to spend time with them, really love to have fun with them
Yet, we won't have any quarreling between us! thats why i am satisfied with this journey.... But, what i want to say is, i feel guilty or paiseh to make others can't
sleep well at night because of my horrible snores =x...
See, i am really mind about this actually but i also dare to admit, as we are friends
After back from KK, i feel time passing really fast, one more month to go, i am going
back to newcastle again....Last few days, while chatting with Shirley, she said i
am a choosy person on friends? Woaw...i just realised! yeap, i admit i am! LOL
Cc.....thank you to being my friends~ i really love to have you to be my friends!
Feel something is going far apart from me..i don't know why!
I don't mind actually, i don't care~ but i am making a decision!
I just want to know this is hate or love? or may be i just can be somebody or nobody
Then i don't care , i don't want to care so much! Ur life is ur business while mine
is my business, start from now~
I don't wanna to bother about you anymore...... really =)
cause u just show me that you are nothing for me! what you say are all craps...
i wunt want to try so hard to bear with u, i dont want to hide again!
You are still immature .......This is what i want to say~ well
Times go, day come...everything seems like change and change~
But personality or character will always be there x.x
a tricky mission tot sob sob....
Mapling @_@
lols
......
...
..
.
miss korean foods and chicken ass lol~
I got really serious sunburn x.x After reach sibu, i go to clinic directly,
and the doctor said it's quite serious, like being pour by the hot water! LOL
i don't know i want to laugh or cry when i heard that!
All in all, i got the medicine and then dad fetch us home.
I can't even sleep well with the sunburn cause its really pain.
What i want to say the KK trip is really awesome! I am great to have this trip during
my summer holidays~
Well, i really miss those moment while in KK......The relationship was peace
everyone is happy going on! we have fun and jokes with each other without worrying
whether she/he is hurting or not? or i can say.....we just say whatever we want~
Also, this is quite bad to make decision as everyone is so cincai! LOL
Cause this is what a nice personality called AS! well......thats why i really love
i really really love to spend time with them, really love to have fun with them
Yet, we won't have any quarreling between us! thats why i am satisfied with this journey.... But, what i want to say is, i feel guilty or paiseh to make others can't
sleep well at night because of my horrible snores =x...
See, i am really mind about this actually but i also dare to admit, as we are friends
After back from KK, i feel time passing really fast, one more month to go, i am going
back to newcastle again....Last few days, while chatting with Shirley, she said i
am a choosy person on friends? Woaw...i just realised! yeap, i admit i am! LOL
Cc.....thank you to being my friends~ i really love to have you to be my friends!
Feel something is going far apart from me..i don't know why!
I don't mind actually, i don't care~ but i am making a decision!
I just want to know this is hate or love? or may be i just can be somebody or nobody
Then i don't care , i don't want to care so much! Ur life is ur business while mine
is my business, start from now~
I don't wanna to bother about you anymore...... really =)
cause u just show me that you are nothing for me! what you say are all craps...
i wunt want to try so hard to bear with u, i dont want to hide again!
You are still immature .......This is what i want to say~ well
Times go, day come...everything seems like change and change~
But personality or character will always be there x.x
a tricky mission tot sob sob....
Mapling @_@
lols
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miss korean foods and chicken ass lol~
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